Friendship should never ever sink....
Well seeing the previous EMO blogpost, can't help but here am i to blog too =p. Hmmmm time really seems to fly past in a twinkling of an eye, from how we entered the doorstep of Taylors College to register with our mummies and daddies LOL, till the moment we entered into a classroom filled with people we never seen before, some from Selangor, some from Batu pahat, some from Johor, and some from muar :), wait only one from MUAR -.-. Still we played some stupid games, chit chat a lil and soon the tough stressful college A-levels life began. Well at the start things were still kinda awkward with everyone still going out with their old school mates for meals, and some managed to make a new friend or two, and gangs were formed, guess its the same for every start of a new studying life =p. But gladly, time passed, and soon , the gangs started to merge and sooner than we know, soon we all , okay erm most of us became sisters and brothers , pm 12 started to becoming a small family :). Still remembered our genting trip, all the crazy acts: carrying beds from one room to another , playing all the funky rides, eating all the super expensive but lousy food, and all squeezing in a room chit chatting till the wee hours, all these happy memories are still freshly etched in my mind, hopefully u guys do remember it too.
Then the sad news came when Weng Ming had to leave Taylors for JPA scholarship, i know and i believe we all know that a big part of us left as well, no more pumpkin versus monsters, and all the haolian-ness from him :(. Then Mr Satya came, and the haolian-ness seem to come alive again from him and all the cold crappy seemingly funny but not funny jokes from him , still do miss the funny Mr Lau at times , hopes his chap fan business is doing okay xD. Then came to all the birthdays, still remembered we seem so happy and excited when someone's birthday is reaching, though we have to pay from our pocket, but all the happy outings, food, pictures , camwhoring and cakes seem to make everything worthwhile, and soon things AS trials were around the corner, and guess it was from then on, things started to change.
Study break do have a major effect on us i guess, not seeing each other for long, and soon it was AS reaching, we seem to have cooped up either at our homes studying, or studying at college with others, and yea making new friends as well. Guess soon, gangs became forming again, and at the end of the year, things were not as how they used to be. For any relationship whether love or family or friends, it still takes two hands or more to clap, u cant maintain a relationship without the other party putting an effort into it too, and during January 2012 when it was supposedly to be a good start, we were introduced to the stupid squeezy SAM block, and because our schedule was fixed, we all started to have our own seats, which was something we didnt practice last time. Well misunderstanding crept in, conflict arises, and soon, yea pm12 was pretty much separated till its more like lotsa lil puak puak which form one suku or kaum or wadeva, -.- stupid sejarah stucked in my brain.
I cant help but to agree, how can silence or misunderstanding just destroy a friendship so precious as this? We all took around a year to really bond as close friends, as a small family, and just a few weeks of silence and maybe a lil misunderstanding or probably new friends can destroy so easily the bond we used to have? Just barely a year ago, we were still hanging out together, basketball, sing K, having meals together, joke, tease, play around, jungle speed and all, all these seem to disappear, replaced by more and more books, past year questions, and silence.
Just recently Mr Satya asked me a very interesting question, he said erm ur class now how many gang ah? I said hmmmm, 6? The best part was even He could see that we are getting more and more separated into gangs, smaller and smaller ones, till we can even be associated with that stubid potato troll face= 4eva alone. Yea i admit i once emo over it, i mean who wouldnt? But still time heals i guess, we lose old friends, we do gain new friends, people whom we don't notice much in the past , seems to be the ones who are there when we really needed them. Hmmmm guess time is not directly proportional to stronger friendship , and yea friendship really is so so so fragile. Anyway ending on a good note, still hope all of you cherish the friends around you, and yea keep it long lasting :). As for prom, yea Mr Satya has been wanting us to go for it as it really is the end of our A levels life in Taylors College, and it really is once in a lifetime, and I kinda agree also, so the choice is yours, still got a last chance to end on a good note seeing we all will part our own ways after A levels is over, whether UK or Singapore, or lakeside or nottingham or whatever, we wont be PM12 anymore, so the choice is yours :).
No songs or videos or MV to post -.-, so erm all the best for A2 and friends forever? =P
